Today I start this journal on my quest to find my happy. I have, I believe, entered the age of finding myself again. I used to be such a self asured girl...woman. But, a lot has happened in the past few years to make me so unsure of myself. My Dr. wants to put me on anti-depressants and I just DON'T want that!!!! I'm not sure exactly when I started feeling so inadiquate...but now it seems like every day I'm just not good enough! I totally do this to myself, too. My husband and kids have NEVER said or done anything to make me feel the way I do. I just...don't measure up in my mind!
I know I'm capable of so much more...but just don't have the energy to become that person I always thought I was going to be. So, today I am thinking I need to start a change. I'm not sure how I'm going to go about it...but hey, life is a journey of exploration and change...so here I go!!!!
I thought I should list some of the things that have been bothering me over the following posts...this will be an on-going list...so be warned...
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